SandBlaster3000

I don't doubt that by now many inboxes have been filled with "New Years" journals, so I'll keep this short (we all know it'd be short anyway, but the excuse is there so I'm taking it.)  This hardly a brand new one, given it's right in the middle of the academic year, but it's the beginning of my last and final term of study. Resolutions: Spend more time, quality time, with friends.  The very people that make life worth living and enduring.  I haven't always treated them the best, but our friendships validate my existence.  Going to build stronger bonds. Graduate, if not with accolades, then at least with pride.  I'm going to slam the cap on

It's that time again.  New opportunities.  Hell if I'll let it turn out like last year.  Kita-kon http://www.kita-kon.org/ will be commencing in three days, and I hope to have a God-Tier Dave http://triple-choco-chibi.deviantart.com/art/Dave-God-Tier-273688939 cosplay done by then (HABanime's tutorial http://habanime.deviantart.com/art/Knight-of-Time-Cape-Tutorial-286275206 has been very helpful!) If this works, I'll take "ironic selfies" and post them for you nebulous internet viewers. I'll get some painting done, and writing too!

    Sometimes I wonder if anything's worth doing.  I wonder if I have a drive for anything that's not all bright colours and happy sounds; a drive for anything important.  It doesn't seem like it.  Given many second chances I'll scuff them all and come back for more.  I feel like I don't grow as a person, but rather get more and more expectations stacked on me when I feel like I'm drowning already.  Drowning.  I wish I could just drown in shame and have it over with but no, it's got to be an arduous, long, drawn-out process.  I've been entrusted a task and I've failed to come through. Again. Tomorrow I'm going to walk into an office and disap